Growing Stronger~

right now.. twenty past three~ i read a manga.. one piece manga.. original volume set number 65 for indonesian... while listening to linkin park - numb hijack edition..

for a moment, popped out a morale story from one piece manga.. the main character said "i train harder to protect the one i beloved.", "i'll protecting this place. it's belong to my beloved one" they are strong people in the story. in that moment, i cry, my heart ached, my mind pressured.. why am i so weak.. that my beloved one must suffer.. why am i such a coward.. so that my beloved one must hide her smile.. why, why?

and from that moment.. i gained something.. i must grow stronger.. stronger from anybody so that my beloved one didnt suffer.. so that i can protect her.. make her feel relieved..

i'll grow stronger.. greater than anybody.. so that you can believe in me... so that you'll feel relief while you are at my side..